so late last night i was speaking to certain friends and be it by coincidence or by pure fate acting in my favour,
i found out alot and realised much.
the main trend of all these revelations was basically, that really, no one can be trusted and i have been a complete fool.
and so, from now on, for the sake of my privacy, for the sake of my safety, for the sake of my sanity,
i am no longer going to update at this very
yes, i am moving. again.
this time, friends whom i deem trust-worthy will be duly informed of my new address.
if you are not informed, then well, you know what i think of you.
and no, do not bother asking, i will laugh at you in your face.
i bid you goodbye, and to my friends, i'll see you at the new site!
(and please do not disclose my new url or link me on any of your blogs thanks!)
to mere acquintances without the honour of my new url,
you can always get your dose of entertainment and poke your noses into my life at the following two websites as they will still be maintained to some degree:
serahsong.livejournal
subtlecruelty.blogspot
its been a pleasure (or maybe not) having you here :)
Labels: adios
fridz and i were literally hyperventilating before history we were SO scared and nervous haha.
but it turned out quite all right in the end
although i'm still a little pissed Arab-Israeli conflict didnt come out.
bah.
headed out to pan pac for buffet dinner with the family and a few relatives after that.
my dad went all sleepy after drinking a cup of coffee what a strange creature.
my cousin gave me an assortment of honey sticks :D :D
came home and i just finished packing my room!
purged the huge mountains of notes yay.
and wth i am damn angry with XXX now after ___ (name has been removed so as not to implicate the innocent) told me some uber bad news.
this absolutely SUCKS all my plans are ruined.
ftw WHY am i being dragged along?
i DONT want to go.
like wtf i only just touch down back in singapore FINALLY and then the very next day you want me tramping off overseas AGAIN?
well i'm sorry but i have prior appointments.
i hate the way your arrangements are always so last minute.
i told you RIGHT from the START i DO NOT WANT TO GO. FULL STOP. END OF DISCUSSION.
yes, i am THAT angry that i am actually venting my displeasure on my open blog and not bothering to put this under an lj friends-only.
oh FIE.
like ftw, First you keep me in on my Birthday night due to XXX.
And now, THIS.
you're just monsters all of you.
ugh this has put me into SUCH a bad mood i am not going to type anymore lest i end up offending people.
i am so confronting my mum about this.
yesterday i texted the class clique and my wonderful friend to wish them good luck for today's lit paper and recieved a whole barrage of hilarious replies.
this is what i sent:
"hello my lusty widows! :D enjoy the scandalous lit preparation and all the best for the terrible week ahead! may our results shine as brightly as estella's jewels(:"
[okay, those who have never read the Duchess of Malfi or Great Expectations are not going to get the inside academic jokes ;)
and they're probably not going to understand the following replies much either. ]
nic:
"LUSTY WIDOWS??! ARE YOU CURSING MY BOYFRIEND??"
aly:
"haha thanks though i do hope we won't marry a brute like drummle in future though!"
joanne:
"er thanks, i'm ready for my violent death to serve for mandragora.[wth?? lol. this smart genius will so Not die.] all the best!"
candice:
"lusty widows?! heyy i'm still innocent ok :P *ahem* [this is SO candice.] haha.. yup all the best!"
sheree:
"lusty widow? sorry wrong number. i think that sms was meant for han jiajun HAHA"
[i totally laughed at this one.]
j aka the abovementioned han:
"thanks!"
[i swear that guy has lost his wits now that A levels are upon us. so much for all the 'pun fun' -.-]
frida (the longest one!):
"may we have a future and not be condemned to studying the past for the rest of our lives too. oh man if origins doesnt come out i'll slit my thorat and wait for 5pm [omg this girl's insane. i'm hoping origins doesnt come out and she Wants origins to come out. poofeedoo.] but anywayzzz yes my friend thou art wilt do well [what's with the shakespearean english? lol?] and end up much better off than bos and ant [i still prefer obby as a nickname for bosola and antonio can be so much more easily and aptly referred to as the idiot. okay, out of point.] combined. Cuz you're worth it! (: [sweet haha.]"
amusement amusement.
and all through preparation yesterday, i kept wondering, what if we were to alter the ending of DOM and make it ridiculously happily-ever-after?
like like, what if bosola and cariola were to get married?
HAHAHA.
well lit wasnt so bad today.
significance of setting in Great Ex and old ferdie for DOM.
econs essays tmr!
balance of payments ftw.
okay i am going to reply livejournal comments and then hit the books :)
Labels: aly, amusement, classmates, exams, frida, jiajun, nic, sheree
OMG Il Divo has a new album [The Promise]
HOW did i NOT know this?
its evidence of how my life is at an absolute standstill due to these annoying exams.
gah. and That's one more item on the birthday wish list ;)
and i still cant find anyone who has the josh bates album
k i need to haunt hmv after As.
SARA! cd-shopping partner/ future syc mate, we need to meet up!
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OMG they did absolutely beautiful covers of HALLELUJAH and AMAZING GRACE on the new album.
the Hallelujah's in
and their Amazing Grace is literally, amazing. it builds to such a majestic climax i have never heard Amazing Grace done so awesome before.
MY FAVOURITE SONGS, MY FAVOURITE SINGERS.
:D :D :D
/edit
hallelujah's Spanish :D yay.
but i still like the lyrics from Rufus Wainwright's version better. (click link above to see!)
Labels: music
voting statistics show that majority of his voters were either 1. young (ie: immature) or 2. coloured.
[disclaimer: i am Not racist.]
ah whatever.
math is over!
no more complex numbers for the rest of my life!
this calls for a major celebration.
i'm kinda looking forward to the coming papers.
essays essays and more essays!
compared to numbers and formulae, being able to write actual words is going to be heaven.
okay, maybe i'm not looking forward to history though.
gah i am so tempted to skip kashmir and effects (of the end of the Cold War).
and i still dont like Schools of Thought questions.
right.
mug, medication, sleep.
zipeedoodah.
"CHANGE we need"
"CHANGE has come"
change WHAT?
"the road ahead is long...
but i promise you: we as a people will get there"
get WHERE?
goodness.
you know what's amusing?
his name differs from the name of the world's most wanted terrorist by only one alphabet. HAHA.
but what's really hilarious?
the way the ENTIRE world has gone crazy celebrating.
what IS the world coming to?
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M's concession speech sounded so much more sincere than his little victory speech.
charisma? oh yes he sure has lots of it.
i mean he talks and goes on and on about NOTHING and people still are applauding.
well, let's see what he's gonna change.
Labels: amusement, disgust, politics, rolls eyes.
oh bummer.
its a black day.
puns intended.
(if anyone gets them that is)
Labels: politics, rolls eyes., sarcasm
TOMORROW IS D-DAY.
welcome to the hardest exams of your life.
Wish me good speed,
for i am going into a wilderness
where i shall find nor path, nor friendly clew
to be my guide.
hahaha, nah, no path, no friendly clew,
but i have my Saviour and my Best Friend :)
因祂有丰盛的慈爱
眷顾我一切所需
赐给我能力 如鹰展翅上腾
good luck all!
<3
my dearest meh is currently on the plane right now.
haha. she promised to text the moment she reaches indo.
take care of yourself girl, i will miss you loads!
see you on the 30!! :D
<33333
Labels: jess
today i woke up logged on to lj as usual and saw something on a friend's lj that made me feel very comforted.
i am apparently not the only retard who prefers McCain to Obama HAHA.
see here for more!
but what's the point, we cant vote HAHA
and unfortunately McCain comes with Palin.
why couldnt it be McCain and Biden
THAT to me is an ideal combination.
okay maybe i am insane.
and its time to get back to math.
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text messages with ian
ian: i see you like the old white men.
me: WTH?? i'm sorry, but i believe in the stereotype of old= experienced and more wise. -.-
my brother's alarm has been ringing for the past whole hour and NOW he finally gets up.
ftw why are teachers appearing on my facebook under the 'people you may know too' function??
/edit at 1030am
-phone rings.
i pick up.
me: hello?
a familiar voice but i still cant really tell who it is: is wailan [my mum] there?
me: uh no
the voice: who is speaking?
me: uh. her daughter?
the voice (drily): this is your cousin.
HAHAHAHAHA.
i was awoken at one am last night by a very surprising text message out of the blue from Guess Who...
JOEL LEE JUN QI. the idiot i havent heard from for 17907390573974 centuries.
ended up texting for a good hour or so.
so much for readjusting my body clock to early nights and mornings
wth i woke up at 9 today, an hour later than the time i set my alarm for.
but it was good catching up :)
4 days 4 days 4 days.
oh God help us.
and wtf i cant do complex numbers.
at all.
Labels: aggravated, friendship, whine
aunty xiurong's homebaked bread is AWESOME :D
tummy is happy :)
service was good today :)
worship was especially enjoyable haha i especially love it when yummy mummy leads worship :D
lunched with the usual crowd after that.
which obviously equated to squeezing into uncle alvin's car as usual.
my brother: you're squashing my arm!!
marco: your arm is poking my ribs!
-.- those two are one bickering pair.
we all had a hilarious time.
and that's the last time i'll see my meh for this year :(
all right i am going to reply sunshine's very adorable email and then get back to econs!
happy birthday to the babaloo! :)
Indescribable, uncontainable
You placed the stars in the sky
And You know them by name
You are amazing God
All powerful, untameable
Awestruck we fall to our knees
And we humbly proclaim
That You are amazing God
Incomparable, unchangeable
You see the depths of my heart
And You love me the same
You are amazing God, You are amazing God
You are my amazing God <3
Labels: aly, amusement, blessed, church, jess, splashers, 祢恩典够我用 (:
-darn it the link died.
-crosses fingers and wishes hard
HAHA.
20 more days to the 18th
and 21 more days to sunshine day ;)
and 30 more days to freedom :D
hsm3 soundtrack is interestingly amusing.
although there are a couple of cute songs.
Can I Have This Dance is sickeningly lovey-sappy but not in an all bad way.
and the graduation remix of We're All in This Together is quite different from the original but in quite a nice way.
and no, i have not caught the movie yet.
reason should be pretty self-explanatory.
talking to my meh now and i cant believe sunday will be the last time i see her.
gah.
i am currently getting her to list me all her book titles so she can pass them to me before she goes and i'll have nice post As reading material.
she accuses me of treating her like a bookshop HAHA.
i desperately need new ear phones.
well i guess i've only got a couple or so more weeks to endure since the birthday's coming and i can then go hound my daddy :D
i cant decide whether i want a new phone or not.
i also cant decide whether i want a new ipod or not.
but i know i definitely want a new laptop.
presently craving for Gossip Girl episodes and starburst jellybeans.
yes, the latter's very random i know. and i'll probably only get that craving fulfilled in aussieeeeee.
anyway. econs have been coming along at a much better pace than history.
(well, of course.)
next week is rescue-my-terrible-math week. -crosses fingers.
the babaloo's birthday is coming.
and it falls on the same day of another friend's birthday.
although i dont even know whether or not she's still considered a friend since we havent spoken in ten thousand years.
i suppose i will still send her a birthday text out of politeness though.
whatever.
i hate it when people who were once so close to you change so much and become complete strangers after just a couple of years (or less) in a new environment.
-shrugs.
not like its any of my business anyway.
and now my meh is berating me for having to sit in the front row on sunday Again (due to duties) (and therefore, am not able to sit with her). and on her last sunday around too. poofles.
okay, i was about to type something else following up on that, but i shall not.
let's not rock the boat shall we :)
at least not in public.
those of you with access to my lj friends-only entries, you know where to look (:
all right.
its back to burying my head in the annoying Keynesian model now (with the sounds of my parents' cell's praise and worship swirling all around me.)
cos when i see you
everything will be all right
when i see you
this darkness will turn to light
and i will walk on water
and you will catch me if i fall
and i will get lost in your eyes
i know everything will be all right
i know everything is all right <3
Storm by Lifehouse is a very beautiful song :)
/edit
i am so amused
my dad came in a while ago, saw me eating Ruffles again and confiscated them cos he thinks i shouldnt be eating heaty stuff and should be watching my health at such a critical time.
then i walk out of my room and see him curled up in front of his laptop...
munching on my Ruffles.
HAHAHAHA.
since when did he like potato chips?
hmm.
for reasons that no one except myself need know,
i deleted yesterday's entry :)
ah cramps are 5 days early. i dont know if that's good or bad.
and to you,
you still are my summer sunshine :)
i only hope this summer will be an endless one <3
what were you thinking??
well. maybe i was wrong about you.
but you know what?
you were wrong about me too.
or did you really think i'd tell you all the truth?
better safe than sorry.
and to everyone else,
just stfu.
didnt understand that acronym?
well, for your own edification, the first word is shut and the last word is up.
that should make it pretty clear enough :)
VICKY CRISTINA BARCELONA OST!!
:D :D :D :D
Labels: contentment, happiness
yes, in between burying my nose in piles of notes about Ameican hegemony and the Cold War, i come online from time to time to take short rubbish quizzes as a form of destress.
You Are 82% Misanthropic |
 You are misanthropic to the point of being scary. In your view, people are a disease. You may want to lighten up a little - before you become a super villain! |
now i need to get back to rolling my eyes at the Cheena economy.
Labels: misanthropy, rolls eyes., work
this is probably why some people insist i'm subversive:
You Are 93% Non Conformist |
 You're incredibly strange. And a weirdness like yours takes skill to cultivate! No one really understands you. And you're cool with that. You just hope you never have to understand them! |
Labels: rolls eyes.